Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Why I have been so quiet


I am sorry this blog has been so quiet recently, this has been primarily due to my mood and the fact that I have simply not felt inspired to write for quite some time.

Writing does not always come naturally and I need to feel motivated, which I have been for much of the time since I set this blog up in 2008, but less so in recent months, indeed I am not convinced I have written much of any value since the “Genocide by Stealth “ articles I wrote in the early part of this year.

Since then I have begun to find our predicament progressively more depressing.

Perhaps my lowest point was when that lunatic in Norway went on the rampage and did more damage to our cause than anything since the Oklahoma bombing in 1995, an event, which is to this day a trophy cherished by our enemies as proof, to their minds, that white terrorists can be every bit as blood thirsty and vile as any Islamic Jihadi (worse indeed because they are white).

The murderous monster Breivik has now joined the deluded Timothy McVeigh as a further example to be forever used against us and as means of undermining anyone who opposes the forcible invasion of our homelands, as Breivik has already been used to terrorise and silence the brilliant and vitally important writer Fjordman.

It is difficult to express my dismay at last July’s events, not only for the innocent young live so cruelly cut short by an act of insanity, but also how that insanity will be exploited by those who hate us in order to spur on their genocidal aims.

Why did he do it? Will there always be lunatics like that primed and ready to undermine any good we have achieved?

When we count the enemies of our people, there, at their head must be the likes of McVeigh, Breivik and that senile old idiot who attacked the Washington Holocaust museum in 2009, for all three gave great gits to those who hate us.

Also depressing has been the total disarray into which Nationalism in this country has descended in the last year with the bickering and infighting between different factions. Given that, at the end of it all the status quo seems to be blooded but little changed, it seems all the strife achieved nothing other than to do further damage to our cause.

I don’t believe Nationalism can be unique in attracting people who place greater value on their own trumped up little egos than they do on the future survival of our people, but it often seems that way. There are certainly many who will devote far greater levels of time and effort to fighting fellow nationalists than they ever expend on fighting for our survival.

If we could ever achieve unity we would be formidable.  However, could that ever be possible considering the inflated egos, the special interest groups and basic downright stupidity of so many who claim to share our aims?

As I recently commented on another forum, I have a horrible image of the last two white men on earth fighting between themselves, as the dark hoards silently close in around them.

I have also been disheartened by the responses to some of my postings, not so much here, but certainly when I have reposted some articles to sites such as the British Resistance, where, like on so many nationalist blogs, there are a group of commentators who loudly attack any poster who fails to blame every ill which befalls the West upon Israel and the Jews.

One particularly depressing example was when I posted an article about Ilana Mercer’s brave and important book “Into the Cannibal’s pot” exploring the warnings to America which can be seen in the fate of post Apartheid South Africa and exposing the current plight of South Africa's whites. Despite an avalanche of comments almost nobody commented in the book itself but instead commentators indulged in an orgy of Jew bashing all  because Ilana Mercer is Jewish.

This knee jerk anti Semitism is so deeply frustrating.  Don't these people realise that when they start wittering on about Zogs and goys and Zionist plots they just make us look like cranks and give our enemies wonderful weapons to use against us?  

There is merit to the claim that Jews feature strongly among the ranks of our worst enemies, they are disproportionately represented in the areas within education and the media which conspire against the white race and certainly within Marxism, one of the greatest scourges we have faced.

However, it is maddness to suggest that Jews, and only Jews, are behind every ill which befalls us, or that no Jews can be our friend. Furthermore, those who take the side of Islam on the grounds that our enemy's enemy must automatically be our fried, are dangerously deluded.

Likewsie when great and brave men such as Geert Wilders are derided and condemned by Nationalists, simply because he supports Israel, we are rejecting one of the few politicians who are brave enough to literally put their lives on the line for our sake and we need such men

The threats against us are far greater than Israel, George Soros or even some mouldy old protocols, and the ranks of our enemies are much greater than just the Jews.  Meanwhile there are many Jews who are our friends, Ilana Mercer is our friend.

It sometimes seems that too many Nationalists allow ideological barriers to blind them to the truth and that in itself could well lead to our destruction.

The reaction to the Canibal's Pot post really made me wonder whether it was worth carrying on and whether the white race actually has a death wish.

However, that is merely one of many issues which have come in the last few month which have left me disillusioned and depressed.  Hence I have stopped writing for a while.

I will be back, because I care deeply for this cause, but right now I just don't feel motivated to do so.  Sorry

64 comments:

john said...

Well, i think you're still creating worthwhile posts...
BUT, the Oklahoma bombing was so obviously a government operation as to be laughable were there not still a few people that believe the official story, and the guy in Norway has admitted that his act was on behalf of the jew. Forget the "anti-semite' name calling of the left ; that's just a red herring. The jew is behind it - it being not only the examples given, but the whole of the destruction of our race and our lands. It can and has been shown, relatively easily and many times. Only when we can show our folk this fact, will they begin to awaken and hopefully do something about it.
It IS pretty depressing though...

Whistle said...

You are too important to stop now.

PERCY BRUSH said...

Please do not stop - you are too important................

PERCY BRUSH said...

Please do not stop - you are too important.....................

Anonymous said...

I understand what you are saying about the problems of infighting and the lone nuts, but I have actually been feeling better about our situation over the last few weeks than anytime in the past.

Things are looking up im my view. The reasons being the economic situation, and it looks like the EU is coming a part. These are first steps to getting back our Countries.

Anonymous said...

John,

Are you serious with that post? :mad:

alanorei said...

Hi Sarah

Good to see you back. I thought it was half-term that was the reason for the break.

Commentators can be a strange lot, I've noticed, often prone to majoring on the minors.

I posted a comment the other day on the BNP site about the Red accusers of Party activists as Nazis etc.

My point was that the Nazis were at least brave soldiers. I went on to say that today's Reds are like those who gunned down and bayoneted the Czar and his family to death in July 1918, including dispatching the Czar's daughters who lay on the floor writhing in agony, terrified and screaming.

The essential point was that today's Reds are like yesterday's Reds. They'd think nothing of brutalising and murdering helpless little girls.

That's how today's you-are-Nazis contingent should be answered, that they are a pack of callous cowards and it is no wonder that they get on so well with the Mohammedans.

I got a reply to the effect that I had forgotten to mention that the Czar had killed 20,000,000 of his own people.

That of course wasn't the issue.

However, I guess some folk are just thick.

Anti-Semitism, btw, has one satanic source. Jack Chick's new tract The Awful Truth describes it very well.

Chick's new booklet The Jesuits seems well worth getting too.

Anti-Semitism's proponents will never listen to reason, any more than confirmed miscegenationists and Darwinians.

The Lord Jesus Christ explains why in John 8:44, for all three of the above nefarious groups, as well as the God-haters He was addressing at the time (who were of course Jews but sucking up to the Romans i.e. "We have no king but Caesar" John 19:15. It's no different today except that pagan Rome has been superseded by papal Rome).

"Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it."

Unknown said...

Sarah, in all seriousness, and having dealt with depression myself, see your GP, and see if you can get counselling and / or medication. It's a serious problem, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

Pym Purnell said...

Hi Sarah - You have been a source of strength and education to me, and for that I will forever be grateful.

It is not the falling, but the getting back up that tests us. I am sure you will rise up.

Many thanks Pym

Glenn Elsden said...

Dear Sarah,

It’s always good to take a break every odd now and then. Sometimes we bloggers find new inspiration from experiences that are totally unrelated to the subject matter of our blogs.

Bear in mind that even when your not publishing anything new, there is more than sufficient excellent articles on your blog to keep readers busy.

Anonymous said...

Dear Sarah
I'd just like to say how much our cause needs intelligent people to inspire the rest of us. You are one of the most inspiring writers we have and I hope you will carry on till the war is won. Without people like you we would be lost in a wilderness.
Best regards,
CaptainSouter

Sarah Maid of Albion said...

Thanks James

That is very kind, but I don't think I am actually clinically depressed

John McNeill said...

I've been a fan of yours since 2009, and I stand with you in your principled stances. I wish you the best during your writing break, and of course I eagerly await your return.

From America, with solidarity to my British kinfolk.

Ryu said...

You've got the wrong approach.

That's the problem. Waking up the masses? A great uprising?

No. You develop your best men, build your own communities. When we are the best, when we are the elite, then the others will imitate our views and our beliefs.

Anonymous said...

I agree Anonymous @ 16:25

Sometimes it feels like women are against us or are even trying to replace us.

Writers like Sarah (being a woman) are very important to men, they inspire us.

Anonymous said...

Please keep writing and keeping/hosting this blog. It does more good than you could ever know. Trust me.

Anonymous said...

Eustace Mullins said that a pogrom will work as long as they start from the top. In my view that is the mistake most people make , the powers that be for whatever reason do what they do and hide behind the masses, be they Jews, Muslims white or black.
The truth is hidden from us all and that makes us argue amongst each other, we must find a way ahead without falling into the traps set for us .
If only people realised that your writings are good for nationalists of all races then half the battle is won. The involvement of Jews in the Boer war is beyond dispute yet the largest foreign contingent fighting and dying on the Boer side were Jews.
Sarah your contributon to the growing mass of work is very valuable indeed ,take a break if you have to but please return , we still have a lot of thinking to do.

Anonymous said...

PLease dont stop writing, take a break and sort your mind out but please dont stop.
As a South African You, Sarah, have givin me hope that we are not alone in our battle but that there are a few in other countries who see past the pretty pictured blinds that our government put up for everyone to look at.
The time for our civil war is coming closer everyday

The Dragon said...

Hi Sarah, It is easy to become despondent when it seems that the world is against you. You have obviously overcome the obstacles presented by the mass media and our self serving MPs, but what must be much more difficult for you to deal with is the internecine conflict between Nationalists. This situation may have been initiated by outside agents. Unfortunately, I have no advice to give you on how to deal with it. However, your insightful articles have been the life blood for so many Nationalists and we desperately need people of your calibre to articulate our concerns. Hopefully you will return to provide us with more rational observations in an increasingly mad world. But the prime consideration must be your health and wellbeing.

Anonymous said...

Sarah I take your post , print them and leave them on trains or other public places. I use the information I pick up from reading your blog to wake people up and win them over I also use it to make pompous, delusional left wing idiots look exactly that. Don't give up

Celtic Warrior said...

I'm glad that you are back with us again Sarah. I understand and sympathise you’re situation. I don’t know if this post makes you feel any better but your blog sure makes me feel a lot better.

Please keep up the good work.

Dan said...

Sarah,
I understand your frustration, and this too shall pass. You are, without a doubt, one of very best writers I have encountered. Your voice is way too important to stay on the sidelines for too long. We need you. Don't let the nut-jobs get you down. Although it may not always seem like it, there really are many more of us than those who think as they do. It's about preserving white Western Civilization and there are many Jews who support that goal. There are whites and Jews who are against us, but we shall persevere. Thanks for all you do. And you should think about working on a book in the near future.

john said...

Yes anonymous, I am dead serious. Even a smattering of light duty research will back what I am saying. As well as basic observation/reasoning.
@alanorei - scanned your link and the very basic mistake here is equating the jew with an Israelite. They ARE NOT the same people ; the jew even admits it about themselves in the jewish encyclopedia. See "an Identity Crisis" or similar in their own writings. [jewish encyclopedia 1981 as i remember] The Bible never calls Abraham et al a "jew" , mainly because they weren't I reckon! Once you figure out that the majority of the readers/posters here are true Israel, a lot starts to make sense. Just read the description[s] of "Israel[ites]" in the Word and it becomes painfully obvious how you and the vast majority of the world have been duped by the jew for their parasitic existence. The descriptions fir ONLY one group of people, and it ain't hymie silverstein..
But back on topic, I still maintain taht Sarah has produced MUCH useful information since that which she mentions and state flatly that we would all be much worse off without her and her work.

Anonymous said...

You must try to change the focus of your thoughts. Do not focus on the negatives which lower your mood. focus on other things which are a source of meaning and inspiration.

Flashman said...

Sarah - An option to keep going is to switch the editorial tone of your blog away from painstakingly crafted, self-generated editorials [which require a huge amount of work and psychic energy] towards one of short, sharp narratives fed by breaking news, video clips and ripped from the headlines rebuttals. There are many examples of this format for you to look and get a feel for: in the UK there's Guido [probably the best of the best] and in NZ there are the likes of Whaleoil, Crusader Rabbit and No Minister.

Average Joe said...

But how can we ever tell the trustworthy Jews from the untrustworthy ones? They do, after all, have an ancient reputation for treachery and dishonesty. Mercer may say that she is on our side now but she may stab us in the back in the future if she thinks that it is in the best interests of the Jews.

Anonymous said...

Play that song by Kikki Dee and Elton John "I got the music in me"

You'll be alright :)

Anonymous said...

Forget about Elton John aargh! Here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9rLnxE9V5M&feature=related

Anonymous said...

Like a Venn diagram, (think of the Olympic 3 circle symbol) those with differing outlooks have some areas that overlap.

There are some who look at the turbulent atmosphere for Caucasian's in many parts of the world and always find somewhere in the corner a Jewish business that prospers from it all.

Myself, have no animosity towards Jews. But know from experience that they take care of their own far better than we usually do and meanwhile may have casual disregard towards well being of others outside their group. Not so different than most, but at same time, not the diversity model they so often promote.

Anonymous said...

@anonymous 13:18 if the Jews or any part of them are against us we need to know and discuss it rationally.
If the Russians turn out to be anti white should we keep quite ?
Anti semitic = racist and is meant to shut people up.
let people talk untill they find a way and if you are a saffer and dont know about Jewish involvement you are asleep most of the time.

Anonymous said...

Hi Sarah,
Sometimes taking a break is needed I sincerely hope you continue writing and that you come back writing even better articles than before, the anti-semitist on the BR site has now been banned and sometimes i wonder if posters are trying to influence and direct the opinions in a certain way so as to undermine the articles and Nationalists in general with their "Blame the Jews posts".
Keep up the good fight and don't let the b'stards get you down.

Exzanian said...

Fug-nuts like jew hating John above are our enemy no less than Breivik. These retards are not even on any political spectrum that would be recognisable as sane in the real world.

Sarah, please don't think you serve the interests of free speech by publishing the vitriol typified by John and his ilk...Would you post a comment by someone supporting Breivik's acts? Anti Semitism is NOT free speech...starve the fookers of oxygen, just delete their arses!

and please keep up the sterling work, you are a diamond!

Anonymous said...

I agree with all you comments and know how you feel, however giving up is not an option. It's going to be a hard long road with many pitfalls. Franks

Anonymous said...

Totally understand how you feel Sarah. The "it's the jooz" loons who plague nationalism are a cancer on our cause. They are so blinded by hatred they cannot see that they are have fallen hook, line and sinker for Marxist-spun jew-hating narratives. Fools to a man-jack one of them.

As for the BR site, I believe that site along with the moderators and the owner, has done more harm to British Nationalism than any other, including the sites of our enemies.

GA has lost the plot totally, even Griffin has dropped him like a bad habit, and the site is infested by Nutzis, the imbeciles who turn off people to our cause left right and centre. Having been on the receiving end of the vile abuse and had my replies censored, I for one will have nothing whatsoever to do with that disgusting site and I regret having ever allowed my essays to be published there.

I'm in a similar position to you Sarah. I've tried my very best to highlight what is going on and been royally abused for my efforts. To then see so-called nationalists turn on each other with a venom even the reds can't muster is demoralizing to say the least. Like you I have so much I want to write about but looking at the divided state of British Nationalism, it's now really difficult to know which way to turn. What a mess we are in.

Your work about the horrific state of South Africa is more important than anything else and I really encourage you to keep writing about this until the situation regarding nationalism improves.

I'm thinking of writing a book and maybe launching a website but it will not be about British Nationalism, rather a neutral voice about what is happening. I'm also now firmly behind the EDL and a staunch supporter of Geert Wilders, the only politician who completely gets it about the dire straits Britain and Europe is in.

Oh yes, that's the EDL who were labeled a "Zionist entity" by the vast majority of simple-minded British Nationalists. I know who I'd rather stand with and I hope you too can support them, they are the only ones who are doing more than just talking.

That's my take Sarah. Your writing is so good and so important and I don't want the Nutzi pond life to stop your work. I really hope you continue to bring us news of the awful events happening in South Africa. It is a barometer to our own future...

I'm proud to stand with you, and I trust that one day soon, our time will come. We will prevail.

Reconquista.

Anonymous said...

Sarah Flashman has a good point if you and other bloggers could produce a weekly online newspaper I and other would be happy to turn into a 'metro' style online free paper, then all we would have to do is hand out flyers to get some interest.

Anonymous said...

Sarah,
You should take some time off, but please come back, you have many friends across the world who appreciate your efforts and views.
All the best
roger

Anonymous said...

I would be mortified if I were in some way responsible for bringing you to this point. I might be, too, for an ill-considered comment or two I've made. Sorry if I did.

Anonymous said...

All commenters;
Please ignore john and his type. There is no evidence whatsoever that the Oklahoma City bombing was a US govt. operation.
john is probably a 9/11 "truther" as well. These people live in a world of fantasy and delusion. If you want to find out more about Ok City bombing I reccommend "The third terroist" by Jayna Davis, she details the case and the govt. cover up and explains the Al-Quaeda/Iraqi secret service connection to the primary perps, McVeigh and Nichols.
Another thing about john and his type; they are cowards, I can promise you if I thought the US Govt. had conspired to kill Americans in the way that john believes, I would update my will, pack my rifle and 50 rounds and drive my truck up to Washington DC to sort a few people out. But john and his fellow delusionals? Bitch and moan about jews, bankers, the rich, etc. while doing nothing about the wrongs they believe have been committed.
I am not surprised Sarah needs a break after getting such nonsense from the johns of this world.

Sarah Maid of Albion said...

@ Martin Knight, there is no need for you to feel mortified, I assure you it was not anything you said

Sarah

Sarah Maid of Albion said...

John is entitled to his view, I personally do not believe the Oklahoma bombing was a government operation, however I certainly believe we have not heard the whole truth about it yet. (if we ever will)

Anonymous said...

Good to have you back. You can write, so you are needed!



Franks

Exzanian said...

oops, looks like I over-did it with my rejoinder to John...Sarah, please accept my apologies for coming over as intolerant...Can I just say that I really and truly dislike anti-semitism in any way shape or form? It's a distraction from the real issues, a strawman that the loony left is eager to foist upon us.

Anonymous said...

A bit disapointed Sarah that you never posted my response to your article.

Sarah Maid of Albion said...

Sorry for the delay in approving some comments, I didn't receive moderation notices for a batch of them.

Some of the comments are rather "near the knuckle", could commentators try to be civil where possible

pdbuttons said...

hi-keep up the good work- you never know who you
may reach.I stumbled on this site because of other sites/ I was concerned about the black mobs running rampant in our {U.S.} cities so I followed links around and got a bunch of sites I visit daily/ have bookmarked. So much news goes unreported and it's good to see so much great writing on these subjects. I tell all my friends,family about these/your site so the word is getting out. I particularly like stories-though disgusting and gruesome- about South Africa. When I talk to my liberal friends I sing " I ain't gonna play Sun City" and just laugh in their faces! Keep up the great work!

Sigbrit said...

Welcome back. Sorely missed. I have a little boy now. Six months old. He needs people like you. And you give us hope for his future. Thankyou.

alanorei said...

This is quite a good site on Hitler, one of the most comprehensive summaries I've seen.

Anonymous said...

There only about 12 or 13 million Jews in the entire world of about 7 billion people. I don't buy blaming the Jews.

Anonymous said...

http://www.subvertednation.net/jew-lists/

http://thezog.wordpress.com/

Anonymous said...

“I’ve never seen a President stand up to them. They always get what they want. If the American people understood what a grip those people have got on our government, they would rise up in arms.” -- Admiral Thomas Moorer, 1983

"Concentration camp existence taught us that the whole world is really like a concentration camp. The world is ruled by neither justice nor morality. Crime is not punished nor virtue rewarded. The world is ruled by power. We are laying the foundation for some new, monstrous civilization." -- The Kingdom of Auschwitz

“I don’t care if Americans think we’re running the news media, Hollywood, Wall Street or the government, I just care that we get to keep running them.” -- Joel Stein, LA Times 2008; who then lost his job.

Anonymous said...

http://www.ihr.org/jhr/v07/v07p--5_Benson.html

Anonymous said...

Sarah, I agree with your comments on the British Reistance commenters. They are deliberately trying to hold the movement back. Sadly, so is Paul Morris.
I have read the British Resistance blog with growing incredulity for the last few months as Morris turned from being a fine patriot into a trouble-maker who is trying to foment divisions in nationalism.
His attack on Lee Barnes in the Paltalk room when everyone else wanted unity was matched yesterday by his cheap and libellous attacks on Andrew Brons. Don't forget the best intellects in nationalism are with Brons - Andrew Moffat, Arthur Kemp, Johnathon Bowden and Adrian Davis.
He may not like Brons tactics but that scurrilous attack was meant to cause a deeper split in the movement. I now see why the Welsh BNP hate him. They were right all the time.

Anonymous said...

http://www.sunray22b.net/jews_and_communism_south_africa.htm

alanorei said...

Re: 12-13 million Jews vs. 7 billion Gentiles

The only other explanation is that the Jews are pretty smart and we Gentiles are pretty stupid by comparison.

misterfox said...

In response to Flashman. Many of us want to produce original work and try to generate new ideas. Whether we fail or not is for others to decide, but new ideas are needed to go forward.
One anonymous poster spoke of getting the word out. I think we must begin radio and TV podcasts. I think the American Right is behind us intellectually but technologically they are gorging ahead. Just look at Voice of Reason radio or Alternativeright.com TV
This is a good start -
http://www.radioredwhiteblue.com/20111101257/News/bnp-ideas-conference.html

Anonymous said...

Both technology and the media are changing. The cost of printing a distribution are no longer a problem, the increasing use of convienet pad type devices will see paper news sources disappear. For years we've wanted a way in to teh media we now have it. I work building mobile apps. a free daily or weekly paper would be easy to produce and 'distribution' is a no longer part of the chain of getting our ideas to market.

I think this might work:-

Form a group from nationlist/patriotic ( not GA ) bloggers who are willing to write a piece or more every week to publish in the online paper - keep the tone light but provide real insights into the days/weeks events, analysis from a nationalist perspective and cover news stories other papers wont touch(a chance for real journalism).

Select a board to edit the pieces.

Using technology like DJANGO and AIR it would be fairly easy to write a software solution that provided excellent and easy to use admin for 'papers' team to up load stories as well as providing a dynamic and well presented front end for any readers. Again the tone has to be engineered to bring people round. Intelligent , well researched, factual, completely honest writing. Judging from the comment boards - including CiF! - if people had access to something like this it would fly.

Theres's hundreds if not more bloggers who could be asked to contribute. I will help build or build the apps on my own if your interested and then hand all the code etc over to the group.

I believe Lagger has my email address

misterfox said...

For a couple of years I have tried to encourage other writers to start an online journal. The problem is I do not have the technical ability myself.
It would need to be independent editorially but could support, say, BNP Ideas, when it forms a new party. There would need to be firm rules on conduct and the 2 areas where the opposition keep beating us Nazism( blaming Jews for everything) and thuggery(advocating acts of violence) apart from that it could be effective.
There would be a need for cultural pieces, lighter stuff but there is a real need for some intellectual stuff as well because we have to take the Establishment head-on and expose what they are doing to their own people. Good thinking Anon.

Anonymous said...

Alanorei

Here's one for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UntixeRiEK8&feature=player_embedded#!

alanorei said...

Thank you for the link. However, it does not identify Caesar in John 19:15:

"We have no king but Caesar."

This will help.

yorkshirebob said...

The offer made by the 32nd Anonymous on the comments list( 7/11/11 14.56) is one you can't refuse. It's one of the very few pro- active suggestions which have appeared on any nationalist blog. Get round him and start something new. Or 'her' maybe.

alanorei said...

"Never give in - never, never, never, never, in nothing great or small, large or petty, never give in except to convictions of honour and good sense. Never yield to force; never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy"

- Sir Winston Churchill, Speech, 1941, Harrow School

misterfox said...

YorkshireBob,

Do you write for BNP Ideas? If so please contact me through Sarah.

yorkshirebob said...

20 Nov. 12.47.
Just a courtesy call, Mister Fox, to say 'No I do not write for BNPIdeas'. How do I contact you through Sarah?

Sarah Maid of Albion said...

Yorkshire Bob

Write to me at sarahmaidofalbion@gmail.com and I will pass your message on to Mister Fox

Sarah